Whenever you see a guy and a girl together in a mall, you instantly assume that they're boyf/girlf or like married or something (unless they look alike which in that case, brother and sister). And whenever you look at a hot girl with some ugly ass guy, you assume he's rich and she's after his money. And if you ever see two hot looking people together, you'd think that they're only after each other for looks, or the idea of having a trophy girlf/boyf.
So it's never a win-win situation, is it?
What sort of couple will never cause speculation? Just 2 average looking ones?
The world of couple-dom is never fair for anyone rich, famous, hot or has a name, which is sad. Even anyone with the slightest chance of being a little bit more good looking than the average bunch is speculated.
Not that i'm saying i'm super hot la, but at least i'm not ugly
(it's not called being vain, it's called confidence. And perhaps a little delusional).
The past few guys i've dated are not the conventional good looking ones where you drool when you see them. But they are hot in their own ways. I don't know, i tend to see all my boyfriends as hot, but my friends never. And whenever i meet new people, they instantly assume whichever guy i'm with at the moment is rich, or has a status, or drives some fancy car to take me everywhere.
They cannot be more wrong. The last guy i was with was not rich, he doesn't have his own car and he's still studying in TARC. Same goes to the previous guys before him.
Nonetheless, there were speculations, and i have to accept that there will always be.
When you're a public figure and have your life (partially) open to the public, you're bound to be judged, which includes who you're dating and why.
Kind of the reason why sometimes i get scared to date someone new.
I've had really really hot guys around me and was even tried to be match made with this really cute Spanish dude by my friend, but somehow i can never be attracted to superbly good looking guys. Maybe because they're personality always throws me off in the end.
I fall for guys who are different, who may or may not be in my world. What the public sees me as is completely different than who i really am and how i live on a daily basis. It's not all glitz and glam, and i'm definitely not rich nor spoiled. I don't even have my own car. I guess what he said the other day was right, that eventually people like us live dual lives; the public and personal. And the guy that eventually stands by me is the one that knows what goes on behind the scenes.
I give looks zero credit, and personality everything.
There are only a handful of people who really knows me, my past, present and future and sees me as the nerdy freaky kid who says the most random things at the weirdest times. These people, i trust, they know me as the girl who panics at just about everything and runs around everywhere, trying to make the best out of my life, rather than the girl who parties and have it easy in life. Many don't see beyond what my reputation holds.
When everyone wants something from you, you watch who you trust.
And when it comes to dating, it's even worse.
kisses.
