Yay! I've been trying to sit my ass down to study this week that my partying had to take a break. It's driving me nuts being at home all the time. I'm not one to stay at home all day. Being a social creature, partying is a must do every week. It's pretty confirmed that i'll be skipping Recharge at Blanc Le Club this week and probably the All American Rejects concert too. But no way in hell i'm going to miss a good dress up party.
Originally my friends and i wanted to host a drinking and dress up party. But even till now, we can't find a venue. My house is out of the question with my parents coming to a point of kicking me out of the house.
Sigh.
Every club in town is having a Halloween themed party, Euphoria, Mist Club, every where. But with Zouk around town, you can pretty much be sure that this is the club to be at for Halloween. No one does it better than Zouk. I've partied at various clubs over the years and trust me, Zouk, never fails to impress.
This year, Zouk's party for Halloween is themed V.A.M.P. (Vampires and Monsters Party) Just for that night, 5 rooms would be transformed into spooky places to party beyond your imagination!
Zouk - The Spooktacular Special Gorgeous ghouls and fabulous freaks take centre stage here to party to the lastest electro, house and prog courtesy of DJ Leonard “Drac” T and Terence “The Wolf” C.
Phuture - Dungeon Saints & Sinners Are you naughty or nice? The battle of good vs evil never looked so sexy as they party to the R&B and hip hop sounds of the mighty DJ “Dr Jekyl” Luqe and his evil twin DJ Ray “Mr. Hyde” Rox.
Velvet – The Zombies Disco It’s a disco full of Zombies. Its like the Addams Family on a sugar high! How much more fun is that? Get down to the 90’s and pop sounds of DJ Alex aka Uncle Fester and the truly dastardly DJ Pietro aka Lurch.
Barsonic - Toontown Horrors Carton characters on an evil trip. Has Superman gone evil? A ghouled up Tom vs a zombied Jerry? Has Cartman turned to the dark side. Could the Simpson’s kids possibly be spooky? We’re going the whole hog here so we want to see you dressed like like your favourite cartoon character with a twist. For extra TNT we’ve assembled a 3 way DJ gang bang feat Lapsap with special guest DJ Goldfish. Kaboom! Featuring Goldfish vs Blink vs Xu
Aristo – The Freaks Boutique The fashion conscious VAMP in all of us needs to party too. Get down in the latest Gothic chic or the finest sartorial Dracula fashion for a night on the tiles featuring guest DJs DJ D and DJ C along with resident DJ Shazz “The Count” M.
LOL how am i gonna be able to handle partying in 5 rooms? With free admission to those who dress up (who wouldn't?) and free booze, this is a party not to be missed. Catch the cream of the partying crop here, dressed up in their scariest or sexiest.
*sexy voice* Guess what i'll be dressing up as for the night. LOL.
Come on girls, Halloween is a night where you can dress oh-so-sexy and no one can say anything about it ;) I know i plan to.
Also cash prizes to be won at the party for the best dressed. Again guys, free admission! Click, you know you want to.
What will you be dressing up as for the party? Comments please.
Going to see Paul Van Dyke in action definitely wasn't my plan for the night. When Josh called and DM-ed me a few weeks back bout reserving the tickets for me, i unfortunately had to decline the invitation. I had plans with my college mates of a drinking night from the leftover booze from the last party.
I wouldn't cancel on my friends for an event.
Myself. Josh. MichS.
But that day when i spent more than 12 hours in Midvalley with the other bloggers, while waiting for the boyf to finish work, a girl by the name of Suzuki called and informed me that we're rescheduling the drinking sesh. Coincidentally, we were meeting up with Josh later for lunch/tea/dinner at McD for a little Cheese session.
FYI, cheese at McD is good. About 7 of us shared 2 slices of cheese ~__~
Paul Van Dyke!
Since i was free for the night, Josh brought me along to witness PVD for myself. And boy, he was good. Zouk was good. And that night was chaotically awesome.
As usual, we met people and we drank. Free bottles and Josh even ordered an extra jug of Long Island. We partied, we danced, we kissed ;)
Our 4th attempt at taking this shot.
Most left early, the crowd was packed. We were like sardines, but Josh and I took the chance to roam the other rooms at Zouk; Barsonic, Velvet, Mainroom, Phuture, everywhere! It was ridiculous cause we danced in each room for 5 minutes before walking out and moving to the next. We definitely looked like retards cause we're both fucking sober.
And apparently, according to Josh, i met Tim that night. The man in FHM that's managing us girls now.
Hitched a ride with Josh. Came home at 4a.m. smelling like booze, smoke and weed.
Definitely a night to remember. Who knew chaos could be so fucking awesome?
Morning guys! Truthfully, i haven't been able to have the luxury of sleeping in and waking up late in weeks, so today was total bliss. Even if i did have to skip college. Well, not like my parents were happy about me going anyway. Since it was study break, whenever i excuse myself to head to college for drama practice, they think i'm actually lying and going shopping. So there was an argument going on bout that last night, which explains my reluctance to get up and be bubbly this morning.
I actually do have drama practice. Some parents i have. Imagine, the closest we've come to talking is via text.
The day at Midvalley. I was searching for more gummy bears.
Anyway, enough of that. My weekend was super busy, packed with hair and make up, lots of waiting and photoshoots. I was gonna work on a video project for FHM GND 2010 Behind-the-scenes when Tim told me that it wouldn't be nice to pre-amp the Magazine. So no pictures or sneak peeks of hot girls, guys!
Did i mention that I'm a finalist in the FHM Girl Next Door Search 2010? Supposedly (according to Tim) the youngest girl to appear in the Magazine. Age is just a number to me, but i do get intimidated by the older (hotter) girls. Yes, even i get intimidated.
So make sure you get a copy of FHM December issue! (Pssstttt, there's an invite to the finale party in every December issue) ;) Owh, and i have to mention that Azhar talked me into it.
My weekend had me waking up at 5 something in order to make it to the studio all the way in Damansara by 7 a.m. Crazy nuts, right? Thank gawd, day 2 was only at Midvalley. As usual, the hair and make up with lots of waiting. And the irony at the sight of models (including myself) whining for food and lunch time to be brought forward every 15 minutes. I ate a whole roll of garlic bread and slices of pizza ~__~
It was a tiring 12 hours a day work, but i love it.
We played pool before lunching at McD with Josh Lim.
Broadwalk Modeling contest just ended and the finale will be on the November 11th at Mist Club, Bangsar. Though i have doubts i'll win, with me being MIA on the net, i didn't have time to go around and telling everyone to 'vote for me'. But anyway, i'll be there to celebrate the end of it and witness the prize giving as a finalist. Entry is free with free booze. Please come to support (that means you Jeremy). Remember, it's November 11 at Mist Club Bangsar. Ladies, it's free but for guys, leave me a message and i'll arrange to get you in FOC aite?
I owe you guys so much, form Paul Van Dyke to all the random things i wanted to blog about. But for now, i need your support. For life has been so busy i barely have time to even see my friends. I'm missing out badly.
Support me at the Broadwalk Modeling finale on 11th of November at Mist Club, Bangsar. And more importantly, the FHM Girl Next Door Search 2010! It's Michelle Lee by the way, since many only know me as perfectionista. ~__~ I'll keep you guys updated. In the meantime, drop some comments below and i'll see what i can do. (Pictures by Bryan)
It's funny how my best girls and i don't meet that often, but they still know me so well, it's scary. One is now working full time (somewhat) and the other just is way too busy with her college schedule clashing with mine.
I hate it that we don't have our time together anymore, like we used to before we went on to different directions with our lives. Hey, we all gotta do something, right? But i smile at the thought of how they can just read my mind and predict what i'm about to do.
I met up with Nicole on Monday just to catch for like half an hour between her exams. With her break up and mine, we needed to fill each other in. And no msn talks, it's just not personal. With myself never being online most times, she went to Eshia for a pre-fill in and this was how she told me their conversation went:
Nicole:What happened to Ling? Eshia:Long story short. He mad. She mad. They faught. They broke up. Nicole:~__~ Eshia:Aiyah, they surely get back together wan la. Nicole:Obviously.
I hate to admit it but they're right. When it comes to boy problems especially.
Maybe i'm too weak to leave (Nicole), or that we're meant to be (Eshia), i can never leave this boy. He's gotten me hooked, in every damn way.
I wrote about this man a couple months back, when his passing was first announced all over the world. The loss of a great man. Despite allegations of molestation and such, he's one man millions still look up to still, including myself. That has got to symbolize something right?
Besides, what does all these allegations got to do with his breath taking talent? So what if these allegations were true (which they are not!), what has it got to do with his career as a talented singer? He still entertains well, so what's the big deal?
That's the thing, people tend to leech of the success of others when they have worked so hard to be at the position that they are. People naturally are never genuinely happy for the success of others. I mean, my boyf admits to getting a teeny bit jealous whenever i score just a little bit better. It's only natural to be competitive when you're challenged. But here's the thing, some people can be so pathetically jealous that they feed on the unhappiness and destruction of others. They put you down to feel better about themselves because there are no qualities about themselves that are worth being proud of. In the meantime, they try to leech off your fame/success/money etc etc too.
And i think that's what happened with MJ.
Get a life or a shrink, will ya?
It's only sad when we read about the bad publicity about MJ. It's sad because that's what sells, that's what readers feed on. And of course, including myself sometimes. But i try to refrain from that.
But think about it, this man, made a mark, made his life when he was 5. When i was 5, i was learning ABC's and probably still drinking from my bottle.
Coming October 29th. This movie, the making of a King. Whether you're a huge fan or not, you have to watch it. It's MJ, i don't think you need any more reason than that. How many people you've heard of who's been in the industry for nearly 50 years and still labeled the King? I mean, tickets are already running out 2 weeks before the premiere.
Need more convincing? I'll be there with fellow Advertlets TITAN bloggers ;) (Which i just found out i'm a TITAN, blur right?) Complete with a Flashmob Thriller Dance, at Cineleisure Damansara.
Just when i wanted to blog about the (ex) bf, his and our status changed. There's no point in it now, is there?
It was my choice to part and since he made no effort whatsoever to show he wanted me in his life, i'll just take his lack of participation as agreement to part ways. It's not easy, then again what is?
I promised myself a couple of cries (i'm not that cold hearted), then i'm moving on. Nothing in life has ever stopped me from chasing my dreams, and this isn't going to either. I'm not one to stick around and mope about what could have been, or in hopes that things would turn around. Life doesn't wait for me, i know that well enough.
I'm a do-er.
I'm heading off to visit Caprice's set, then off to my audition after that. Life goes on despite heartbreaks, and i'm gonna be one to prove it. The next post: 1. Hennessy Artistry at Quattro 2. Paul Van Dyke at Zouk KL. I miss her the most. 5 months couldn't feel any longer.
Right now, i'm at Starbucks at Midvalley. I've been here since 8 something and i'll be here till night time. No thanks to the boyfriend's stupid inconpetant lady boss. I knew i was gonna be here long, but i didn't expect till 10p.m., which is the time the boyfriend will end work.
I planned out what i was going to do, from my hair to meeting Jeremy for lunch. I planned to blog and learn photoshop (which i just downloaded).
Joey G. TV.
In order to make up for the previous post for indirectly bashing the boyfriend, even though it's supposed to be funny, unfortunately some people do not have a sense of humour. ~__~ sigh. I wanted to post about the great parts of the boyfriend (which i might add, quite a lot).
But when i sat down and ordered my Tazo Tea Zen(hot, tall), i realize i couldn't. I couldn't REALLY blog.
Blogging is personal to me. Some blog for the purpose of getting famous, just for that. Some do it for the desperation of attention (emo suicidal style). While some find it a good strategy to market their talents.
Well, i don't think i can market my talents here, since i can't take pictures for shit.
I started blogging when i was about 14 i think. I can't really recall. But i remember it was during my lower secondary years. Back then, the hype of blogging just started and as an indecisive teenager, i changed my blog ALOT. The layouts and URL never remained constant for more than 3 months. Back then, blogging was my way of saying things on my mind, about my life, about my thoughts.
It still is. Of course, now, blogging comes with all the perks $$.
Eleena. Nicole. Joey G. Myself.
I mean, irregardless of traffic, blogging is still something really personal to me, i realize. I don't mean the posts about the events. They're just pictures anyway. But about how i feel and the thoughts in my head when i think too much. Those posts are really personal to me. So blogging about it from Starbucks with dozens of strangers around just doesn't feel right.
Feels odd.
I admit, as a blogger, traffic is crucial at some point, i won't lie. I do try to up the traffic (like BU). But never to the extent where i'm desperate. But whether i have 1 reader a day, or 100, it's just nice knowing that my thoughts are heard. In some ways it's a form of care when at least a person wants to know how my life is going.
Because, face it, it's not nice talking to a wall.
Try doing that in real life, it looks AND feels retarded.
To quote Josh Lim: "Boyfriends are only good for 3 things; money, transport, and sex"
I laughed hysterically at what he said. My boyfriend got 1 out of 3 things covered alright. I'll let you guess which. ;)
I went home that night and told the boyfriend, of course. Just to prove a point that he should never grumble at the thought of being my chaffeur and sometimes even letting me take a cab home from town or college, just because he's lazy to drive the car up to pick me. RISKING ME being raped or kidnapped or at least scammed by those mother fucker taxi drivers who never seems to follow the metre, but always never fails to stare at my legs omgwtfbbq.
Now, that's a clue there already.
As a defence, he told me girlfriends have no use (then why date me then, stupid). But stubborn half feminist me, refused to be labeled as useless. So here's a list+commentaries by the boyfriend of what good comes to having a girlfriend we made that night.
Me. boyfriend.
1. A boost to a man's ego, when girlfriend praises the small ridiculous things men are so pathetically proud of. -No, you destroy mine. Ego kena bash kau kau.
2. Put up with all of the cock and bull talk boyfriends do. - You tell me to shut up after a while. (In my defence, it's not a while, it's ALOT of bull talk i have to put up with before i get irritated)
3. Be your shoulder to cry on and for emotional pillow talks. -That's more for you than for me.
4. Your support for difficult and lonely times. - True. But DoTA does that too.
5. Sex - No comment.
That's it, i'm officially declaring myself to be the worst possible girlfriend a guy can ever get. To my boyfriend, i'm supposedly the best. The again, love is known to play tricks on the mind.
Perfectionista declares this the event of the week, even better than XPax/Blackberry. Blogger Ellie Chee's 21st was made possible by the tai ko and the God (lol) , Josh Lim of Advertlets. Personal friends and friends in the blogosphere was more than welcomed to join.
Everyone's there to celebrate this little ball of cheer's big TWO-ONE. Uber lucky i tell you.
Wine at Wine Shop and dinner at BlueGrass, courtesy of Josh Lim and of course, Jayme of BlueGrass.
Jason deemed us 'the next generation'.
The 2 VIPs.
Josh Lim booked the entire master lounge for everyone, with too many bottles to go around, to everyone's delight but mine.
Couldn't drink cause i had catwalk and photoshoot the next day. boohoo
We heart the toilet :D The walls= mirror= camwhore moments galore.
Leonard Chua; who suprisingly actually remembered me.
Cake time!
No shots of the flaming lambo to be found though. Ellie was so funny, trying to avoid being forced to drink it by herself!
And of course, the highlight of the night (after the birthday girl of course). Was me, getting Jeremy Choy the mighty puke wasted. Sorry Ellie! (It was his and 10,0000000 more people's wish anyway, so feel free to kill/thank me)
There's like a number of shots of us but i only managed to steal this from facebook.
Happy Birthday Ellie a.k.a. Missy Cheerio! Sweet on her blog, even sweeter in person. Thanks for having me, and it was so nice to finally really talk after a couple of hi's and bye's and nice to meet you's One hell of a legendary party i must say ;)
Pictures are credited to the birthday girl, Jason and Howard. Find them on my/her facebook, whichever you have. 100++ you have to see it!
The past two weeks have been the busiest in a while. Well, it has it good points, my mind's been kept busy, i can hardly think (or finish my assignment for that matter). Today's break felt good. Last night was the Blackberry Launching at The Republic and the night before is Ellie's Cheerio Day.
I was woken up today to a very pleasant suprise.
Mah Man DJ Monkey on the decks at Vibration Launch.
He followed me to my photoshoot before we headed to The Gardens with Lionel and Aurea for a little retail therapy before dinner courtesy of my friend, The Platinum. Dad's not gonna be happy when the bill arrives. Then again, not like he's ever happy of what i do.
World Ranking 9th: Shawn Lee.
At the mall, i admit, my mind was still in a rush, like how my life is going right now. But it wasn't until everyone left, and it's just us, on my bed, talking the night away, that my heart suddenly sank.
I felt like breaking down.
All these nights i go home at the wee hours in the morning, partially intoxicated (not really), something felt amiss. Things felt empty as i went to bed alone. My mind, usually filled with my overworked imagination, suddenly was an empty black space. There was nothing.
Not in my head, not in my heart.
Change of outfit.
Funny thing was, it was not about the boyfriend. It was not about some guy, or some college issue or anything like that. For once, my life was falling into place, i have my friends and my loved ones, things were close to perfect as it has ever been. But there was a missing link.
I felt it.
One of the best events: DUBBDiGi
Tonight, it's been 5 months. How different things could have been within that short span of time. But within that 5 months, my life went in a whole different direction. 5 months ago, it was the hardest choice i have ever had to make. In the end, that choice was made for me.
The crazy thing is, thinking how different my life would have been. Truth is, as happy as i am right now, either direction my life goes, i wouldn't regret it.
Hennessy Artistry post will not be up yet. This comes first because: 1. It's about mua best friend. 2. Dila and the rest have not uploaded all the pictures of HA just yet.
So that Saturday after 'ballet' was the D'Ultimate Birthday Bash held by Digi and MyPartners, the one i won for Nicole of course. It was one hell of a night where we were VIPs, got free bottles, won tons of stuff and had one of the greatest nights from 8p.m. till 3a.m..
7 hours of partying.
As winner(s), Nicole got the free clothes and makeover, cake for the early birthday, chaffeur service, red carpet treatment, free bottles of whiskey and vodka and of course cash ;)
We split the prizes, so we're both happy.
We were picked up in some huge ass Alphard Romeo, with auto doors and cameras in/out the car. We giggled like a bunch of kampung kids who've never been in fancy cars ~_~
Jeswena. Please tell her that her arms are not fat, she keeps complaining but it's not!
Red carpet moment.
Jeswena. TV. Nicole. Que. Myself.
Jason Ong and the rest were there, which includes Jeremy, Sam and KentZai. Still waiting for their pictures :)
Short story: Azhar won the effin' Grand Prize! Congrats bitch! Make sure you take me ;)
Check out his blog to see what he won. Whole load of shit that totaled up nearly RM5k. The complimentary birthday cake.
And of course, what's a party without us.
We danced on a fire bar top as well, waiting for our pictures to surface, there were so many photogs!
Suzuki was fucking high! Not that i'm gonna tell anyone what you did Suki ;)
I heart my readers. <3
Didn't find yourself here? I have 158 pictures from that night so i'll upload them to Facebook soon, don't worry!
This was definitely a party where everyone knew everyone. We danced, we drank, and we partied hard. Partying 3 nights in a row non stop didn't go so well with my body, am down with fever and sore throat :( Cheer me up please!
On the other hand, DUBB DiGi 's official pictures are up so make sure you follow them on Twitter to get the updates.
Feel free to grab (ie. Nicole, Jeswena, Suzuki, Azhar), just don't remove the watermark aite?
Sausage Fest tomorrow night! (not what you think) See you at the next party! Missing Jeremy, Jason and the gang already :( See you guys at Cheerio's Day?
I believe that passion and drive can take you places. That sometimes maybe hope is the only thing we all need to live by. I have been through parts of life, been called a bitch, a skank, a slut. I am of many things. I live a life one can only imagine.
Originally my friends and i wanted to host a drinking and dress up party. But even till now, we can't find a venue. My house is out of the question with my parents coming to a point of kicking me out of the house.
*sexy voice*
*sexy voice*
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