Pass The Red Bull, It's Gonna Be A Long Night.

With the mid semester exams gone, with a huge sigh of relief, i'd expect a peaceful week ahead with time to revamp my blog. And maybe to also blog more often :( .
But the week, and month, i have would be busiest for me in a while. With assignments, events, and everything else piling up. I could skip a few events if i want to, but i've told myself that i'll live my life now, push myself, before i regret it 10 years from now.

myself & Nicole

Eventhough being out there tires me and drains me out, i will never stop getting excited over the next few events that will penned on my Yahoo! widget calendar. Something we learned in Economics (see, i learn!), is opportunity cost, giving up one alternative for another. So maybe it may not be accurately describing this situation, but i give up my 'me' time sometimes to chase my dreams and everything that it takes. The opportunity cost of being out there and chasing my dreams, is my alone time. And to me, for now, it's worth it.


Her photoshoot spot.

October is one busy month, with tomorrow being the first. After college, which ends at 6p.m., i'll most likely be heading to Quattro for the Hennessy Press Conference, which later i will have to drag my ass to Maison just to party the night away with my woman(s) and college mates. And i think for the first time, in a long long loooooonnnnnggggggggg time, i'll be taking a cab. I hope i remember how to.

:(



My uber muscular legs. Eww.

With the ability to drive now, and the existence of the very helpful boyfriend (he wishes he wasn't that nice), cabs have been a thing in the past for ages. So unless i'm able to convince him to chaffuer me all over, from one event to the next, i'll have to take a cab or rely on Suzuki to drive me around. The traffic in KL is horrid, especially peak hours, so i doubt they'll drive me.


So what happened the past few days i've been gone (blogging mojo died)? Spent some time with everyone. Followed Nicole to her first photoshoot with Aurea, in which i was the director and the make up and flower girl
~_~
Spent my hours in KL shopping with the boyfriend and lunch-ing with Eshia.
Procrastinating on my assignments, including the 2000 words essay i'm doing on Sub Prime.
Meeting bloggers i never knew were so near me, Bryan LYT and Jeremy Bboyrice.
Teehee, it was almost embarrasing not knowing they were actually in my college and know a good friend of mine (respectively).


The photographer: Aurea Chan Wei Jing.

I vow to blog more often.
Some pictures are not up due to my personal reason ;)

See you guys tomorrow if you'll be at the Press Conference!
See you guys Friday if you'll be at Hennessy Artistry!
And lastly Saturday, Bday Bash people!

I want pictures and introduction :)

*bugs Yenniedoll to go*

kisses.

Not Tonight Baby, I Gotta Blog.

At first i thought, "Okay, i guess i'm just gonna blog about how boring my cousin's pre-wedding gathering is", till i got a call around 4 in the afternoon while i was grocery shopping with the boy and Nicole was probably already at Cyberjaya, i was quite sure. That call, had me yelling OMG OMG OMG!

Guess Nicole's gonna celebrate her birthday a little differently this year, although she insists she's gonna make MOS 'kiss her ass' on her birthday.

Early last year, with Shakira.
I actually dug up the old albums. All hail facebook.

The day after SPM, the day my hair got coloured.

Her 17th brithday, dancing on bar tops at Bamboo9.

Our New Year's spent with the boyfriends and her nephew.

So here's what's going on.
You guys heard about the D'Ultimate Birthday Bash by Digi and Mypartners?
Well, my college mates and I actually already bought the tickets cause we were in a partying mood.
I stumbled upon a contest for the event for October to December babies and well, let's just say i submitted more than once.
I submitted Nicole of all people, she just sorta came to my mind.

So that call, was to tell me i won the Grand Prize!

Teehee.

I have no idea what did i write as my birthday wish to her, there were like so many.
But i know one was to have her boyfriend, half naked, jumping out of her birthday cake.
Hopefully, that wasn't the winning entry.

So since it was suppose to be sorta a gift to her from me, we're gonna share the prize.
But definitely the whole party is gonna be about her (and another guy that won).
So for once, it's not about me, or Eshia, or her boyfriend, it's about her.

D'Ultimate Birthday Bash by DiGi
feat Joey G, Hunny Madu and lots more!

Date: 3rd October
Place: Barcelona, Sunway Pyramid.

Who will be there? Me :)

Happy Birthday 2 months in advance my one and only Nicole Aldeth Main!
We have to take more pictures, bitch.

kisses.

I Miss Him Wtf?

I don't know how to start this. I miss him wtf? At first i thought i miss his old Nokia N-Gage phone, which he used while we were dating. But when i told him that, he replied me with "You can hug me instead". I don't know, the idea of it sounds nice, and comfortable. Don't get me wrong, i'm completely loyal and happily in love with my current, but sometimes i can't help but miss the guy that pulled through with me through my hard times.


I mean, even till now, i've never dated a guy who's so into me (in a good way). Yes, i believe my current one is hell perfect, but my ex, was the sorta guy that would do anything for me, and he shows it. Well, my current one, is sorta, less expressive and egoistic when it comes to that. Not that there's anything wrong with being less expressive and egoistic.

He was the one that dragged through, dealing with all my growing ups. I was 14 then, he was 17. 3 years apart, as much as we loved each other, our way of thought was different. But our background, history, and family was pretty much the same. I guess we bonded over that.



My anorexic days were my worst. My depression took a toll on him. Visits to the psychiatrist became my only weekend plans. I was not allowed out, until i ate. So i never went out. I ate so little till i survived on 2 tablespoons of rice a day and one bite of meat or egg, with the occasional purging and fasting more days. My clothes slipped off, but he stayed on. He pushed through when my parents took away my phone upon knowing we were dating ( I wasn't allowed to date at 14). We talked for minutes, a few days a week.


I hated it, but it just have to do.


One day i woke up, and i left him. Trust me, it wasn't a at the moment decision. Whatever energy i had left, i question everyday if i still love him. I realize i didn't. Maybe because i'm the sorta person where i need to see my boyfriend in order to remind myself that i love him Or that i just needed to love myself more, before i can love him. Either ways, i left.

He wasn't happy. He still stayed on. I acted like a bitch so he'd leave me alone. It was a mean thing to do, but i guess i knew i needed to do it.

What i miss was having him around. He was my boyfriend once, so obviously we could talk. These days, when we do, it just feels like before. As funny and as entertaining. Only this time we talk about our respective partners.I can tell my story of my disease to the whole world and no one will understand it as well as he did. He dealt with me, first hand. That meant something. I guess i just miss having someone that has been through that past with me so closely, that really knows me at my worst.

Just reminiscing.

kisses.

Will.I.Am is Coming To Town!

And not only for the BEP/Arthur's Day concert.
Will.I.Am will be spinning at Shine Classique and i'm DYING to go, seeing as i wont be making it for the concert. Rm103 is a little more than i can afford right now looking at the rate, i'm spending on clothes.
But of all the times to be broke, my friends choose now. They're either broke or balik kampung of all the goddamn mother fucking time!
Rob a bank if you must, it's Will.I.Am. !

Anyone willing to take a little wild child out to town?

Retard picture of the day :)

Last night was Tuesday, which only means Pasar Malam for us. I think it has been like back since high school when i used to head there with Trisha to meet up with her parents. Old habits die hard i guess. I still do the same things; buy food, binge and make fun of badly dressed people and things.
I've been in a driving mood lately. The day before i drove home from Nicole's place and got lost in USJ. Yesterday, i drove from my place, to the run down Endah Parade to meet up with Lionel, then to Pasar Malam, then to my place to watch a movie, then i drove Aurea back home.
She says i drive good.

So sometimes i feed on her compliments.
*beams*


After trying to calm Eshia down (she's so worrying sometimes), i spent all night talking to my ex-boyfriend.

But that, i will leave for another post.
Getting ready now to head with the boyfriend, since Eshia cancelled on me.
Grrrrrrrrrrr.

kisses.

Again & Again (Fashion Update)

Here's what i have to say about haters:

There's a reason why you're reading this and making the effort to make bad comments right?
If you supposedly 'hate' me, why are you reading this then?
Well, sweetie, if you're coming back for more, that's just plain pathetic.

Today was spent with Nicole and William. Well, it was pretty last minute when Nicole showed up at my house at 2.30a.m. yesterday!Bitch, i stayed up for her. LOL. I couldn't cancel on William cause we had plans so i had to juggle.
Sorry guys.

:(


So here's a little update.
Exams were pretty great, i managed to answer all though maybe one of two questions i wasn't so sure.
I still have one paper though, Economics, which is next Monday. I should be home studying for that but i so rather party.
Pretty bimbotic thing to say but i go for what's fun.

Thursday night, partied after exams (bumped into Nick Kee, i miss him). Friday, shopping at KL and the boyfriend's job interview (bumped into Nicholas). Saturday, the boyfriend's dad's birthday celebration. Sunday, the boyfriend with my family at some fancy Chinese Restaurant for fun.

Uncle insisted to take me to the back water areas for dinner cause i 'only ever eat at posh restaurants'.

Chinese food two nights in a row , abit jelak lorh.

Honestly, it kinda seems like i have two families now, though one doesn't act the way they're supposed to.
I think i spend so much time in the boyfriend's house till a point that his mum cooks my dinner every night without having to ask anything. Funny, his parents knew we were dating before mine did. I was kind of the rebellious daughter in the family (next to my goody two shoes sister) so despite being told countless of time that i'm not allowed to have a boyfriend back then ( i was 16), i still did. Heck, i started dating when i was 13. I partied hard while i was still in high school, with my parents closing one eye about it.

As i was saying, i think i became pretty close, though not very still to his family. I mean it's safe to say the least that i speak to his parents more than i do to mine and i hang out with his brother more than my own siblings. Come on, Daniel is fun to bully when he tries to be bitchy.
Emphasis on the tries.

It's nice knowing that i can seek physical refuge both sides. And both so near to each other. It's a nice warm feeling knowing that i can just feel so at home at someone else's home who's not my best friends or my family.

So sometimes after a long day at college, instead of going home, i end up spending the night at the boyfriend's. Maybe because there's always hot home cooked food waiting for me, or because i just like feeling welcomed when i'm home sometimes, since no one notices when i get home at my own house, everyone just assumes i'm out till 3a.m. Nights like Roast Pork Nights are the ones i look forward to the most ,and for good reason.

Nicole: Sometimes it seems like you two are married.

:)

Being grateful makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.

kisses.

I Don't Get The Hype

I owe my fellow readers a whole load of updates since my hiatus.
Exams are over, like i give a fuck anymore and parties are coming my way, thank god.

Partied at MOS- Euphoria.
Drinks, dancing on stage, the usual.
Special thanks to the DJ ;)

Honestly, i really do not get the hype of MOS.

I much prefer the energy in KL clubs and all the places i partied hard with my closest.
:)




Pinto.






The stage with Pinto.




Joan. LOL.





Azhar my baby.






Hello.

And the party's just getting started.
Shine this Thursday and Maison the next, who's up for it?
;)

kisses.

I heart Advertlets

There's a reason why i stuck with Advertlets and never Nuffnang.
;)

So as Advertlets always do, there was a screening of the long awaited movie, The Ugly Truth days before its premiere in Malaysia. I've gotten the free pair of tickets. They always have the best movies.

My college friends for WEEKS have been talking about that movie non stop, especially every single time we head to the cinema and the trailer of the hot Gererd Butler is there for all of us to see (or fantasize). So when they heard about the screening, they were dying to go but the deadline was already due.

So i texted Josh Lim for a little extra help.
Lo and behold, they're now Adverlets supporters!
Most of them are anyway.

I spot @kruel74 and his wife :D

I met fellow blogger Jess and i blew it.
I've been following her blog for quite a while and she came up to me and said "Omg, i like your shoes"
I was too stunned to say much, sorry Jess :(

And of course the boyfriend is always dragged to all these things.
Someone has to drive me there right?

And i won the goodies my friends wanted so badly.
That means you, Azhar!

Take 1.

Take 2.

I heart Gerard Butler.

Special thanks to Josh Lim, my hero.
LOL.

Bumped into Ellie Chee, but she was so in a rush, i couldn't say hi.
So, hi!
teehee.

kisses.

Feel The Wind

I have 3 papers tomorrow; English, Moral and Media History.
Not exactly the most fun subjects in the world.

At least there's the parties to look forward to after ;)

I be sure you get a long update tomorrow after my exams before the parties start.

Till then, in case you've not voted for me yet:
Click here and vote for Michelle Lee, 18.

Counting on you guys to get me into Top30, and then Top 10.

kisses.