My cbox has been so active the past few days, i think you know why.
Here's what to do when your blog's been attacked and invaded by lifeless haters who check your blog every 5 seconds to leave pointless hate comments:
1. Sympathize: For these people have such pathetic life that the biggest event of their day is spending their time in front of the computer stalking you, it's sad, really.
2. Laugh: At how sad that they're so obsessed with you. Feel flattered too if you must.
3. Nothing: Hello! They're adding so much more traffic to your blog without you ever having to lift a finger. Why do the work when they can do it for you? ;)
P.S.:This post is merely for laughs, not intended for anyone, neither is it meant to be offensive. At least I own up to my own opinions, right Malaysian 'N'?
It's been awhile hasn't it? Well, i've been real busy. With the first week of the new semester, starting a small business (for real! Mich doing work) and juggling between just about everything, blogging was definitely not on the top of my list, sad to say.
Take a look at my schedule: Monday 8.00-10.00 Intro to IT 10.00-12.00 Principles of Economics 1.00-3.00 Intro to IT tutorial 3.00- 5.00 English for College Studies 2
Tuesday 8.00-10.00 Principles of Economics 10.00- 12.00 Malaysian Media History
Thursday 8.00- 12.00 Moral Education 1.00-3.00 Malaysian Media History 3.00- 6.00 English for College Studies 2
Honestly, many of the subs this sem is barely directly related to what i'm studying; mass comm. And all boring subjects in one sem? Uggghhhh, pray i come out alive, hopefully with a 4.00 flat GPA.
Moral for 4 hours?
The first day to me didn't look too well at first, 4 classes till 5p.m. But definitely was better without having to take a cab to/from college and with the canceled classes.
Yay!
The Sri Petaling Mascot.
Suzuki in his coffin car picked me up at 6.45 a.m.. I could have killed him i tell you, if only i didn't love him so much.
Damn chun right? Vidya must be so proud. ;)
After our canceled classes, Azhar took a turn on the coffin car. We girls were yelling our heads off =.= Nearly died.
I had a swollen eye on the first day!
And finally after gawd knows how long, was my lunch date with Nicole. Great catching up. Miss her i guess. She pretty much knows everything about me, it's scary.
And everytime i see her, she has a new phone. Owh, she tak kena H1N1 !
Owh, this is the infamous coffin car :) If you study at Taylor's PJ, this is the first car that will catch your eye, guaranteed. I've come to love this car, even though it's not mine.
Dear Malaysian'N' and whoever else i don't recall,
This will only take me a minute. Whoever you are, please state your name, or that certain 'boyfriend' you claim i've been flirting with. I'll clear it up with you.
I am proudly and happily taken by a very wonderful man so i find no reason for such accusations.
If taking pictures (from what is seen on my blog) is considered flirting, then wow, sweetie, you have issues. I guess every single one of us has been flirting with all kinds of plants and furniture then? I'm sure you have.
Unless you want to clear it up with me in a more civilized manner, and not so barbaric, then i hope you find better things to do in life than stalk me. Like maybe, read a dictionary?
Last Friday, EVo, EGo and I attended the Comedy Club KL @ Zouk after Sel ffk courtesy of some free passes from the man that can do it all :D
It was definitely a whole new different Friday night for me, not the usual drinking and dancing on bar tops. And definitely a whole new perspective on forms of entertainment and nightlife.
Definitely a night well spent. Come on, it's free and drinks included!
Extremely highly recommended. Do check out their website at www.thecomedyclubkl.com
Mostly likely i'll be heading there next month (it's a monthly gig) too with the boyfriend since it's so his thing.
I look like crap. (Dinner at Relish)
EGo & myself. Finally sitting down and having a chat after a long while of saying Hi and Bye all the time.
And soon enough, we got in. Chop and everything! So we can venture all over Zouk without spending a single cent!
Back from Zouk with EVo and EGo. Selena ffk after dinner at Relish. Hmmph!
Just got up at 8a.m. (crazy!) and a little too tired to upload pictures of last night and blog. Maybe tonight kay? I pinky promise.
Sorry Monkey, couldn't make it support you at Maisons :(
This week's been crazy with the constant events, night after night, on the same nights. I had to skip a couple just to go to one per night.
With the screwy things that's been going on this week, all i can say is maybe being single isn't so bad.
...
I still miss you. I never stopped. Every second of everyday i think of you. I live for the day when i finally see your face and have you in my arms again. I'll hold you tight and never let you go. I love you with all of my heart. You're the only one that matters, that keeps me alive and going, through my bad days and good.
Wasn't very much in the mood to head out lately. I question why. But i dragged myself out of the house yet another day just to see the world (so dramatic lol). So it was Bangsar this time and the extra 4 people i called all didn't wanna travel all the way to Bangsar. Thanks guys =.=
It was interesting enough. DJ Goldfish spinning. Free flow of bottled Heineken all night.
What's so retarded is that we choose to leave to go shopping around the area and pfffftttttt, i ripped my stockings.
Super pretty decor.
Electric thing that follows your hands which is absofuckinglutely awesome, and DJ Goldfish or course.
Don't ask.
And we finally left Bangsar to head back to Sri Petaling.
We wanted to drop by Damien's new house. I wanted at least, cause a certain badly dressed slut was there.
And no i'm not being a bitch, even my friends who went commented she dressed horribly and well, i think the word slut is actually putting it lightly.
And so this is how i end up crashing at his place, with more beer.
WeiWei: Jealous laa, Zouk gonna be so much better :(
Okay, i wanna blog about it and all the funny antics last night, effect from downing 4 bottles of Heineken in a matter of minutes.
I'm not that strong anymore.
How i ripped my stockings trying on a Viviene Westwood skirt after the event. How i tipsy-called two of my friends. How badly i wanted to take over the car and drive to Damien's house and fuck that slut up.
But right now, i have to rush for a date with Oreo Cookie and the suppliers.
Maybe i should stop being so pessimistic and stop scrutinizing every single minute detail of my life. I do this thing where i analyze practically everything, and i find every possible loophole and meaning and foulplay.
I would make an awesome lawyer. :D
Tropicana City Mall.
I'm blessed (or cursed) with constant drama. Depending on how you see it. I'm either happy one moment, messed up the next or in a state of confusion when things happen all at one go. I don't think i've stayed in one state for more than 2 days in ages.
It's tiring. The turbulence of emotions pushes you across the line to insanity sometimes. It's crazy.
With everything that has ever happened to me, not once have i not put it under an electronic microscope and take it apart and go through every bit of it with the greatest of attention.
And when i find a loophole in it, it's magnified. I guess that explains how i doubt nearly everything and get paranoid over things that don't even exist.
Euveng & myself
Josh & myself. Picture distortion caused by Euveng's flash.
Maybe because i've been let down and betrayed so many times that i go to the extreme to make sure i brace myself for any form of future possibility of the same fate. So i try to figure things how before they come to be.
And most times, i figure things out right. Including people.
Euveng & Selena
Because of it, i tend to channel my energy negatively. That's my problem. I could try to learn to look at the brighter side of life. I mean, life goes on despite the drama. Despite the loss of anyone or anything, even love. The world doesn't stop and mourn.
Rather than growing up and start taking life seriously, maybe for me it's the other way round. It's time to start taking life lightly. I don't wanna die one day and all i can think about is all the doubts i ever have of everyone and everything. Of how every single one of them has the possibility of screwing me up. That 'what the hell, i might as well die'.
Maybe letting your guard down is not so bad. Maybe then, happy things can get in. Cause i wanna be able to truly smile one day.
He was my date.
I've never entirely let my heart go. I have a childhood that reminds me that i shouldn't. Thing is, what does my childhood have anything to do with the people around me now?
My heart has been very well taken care of of late and it's only logical that i give my heart whole to him. But at every flaw at every word he says, i hold myself back, it's stupid. I need to remind myself that he's not perfect, no one is. Nor i or any of my friends.
I forget that nothing in this world is. It's time to stop taking every bloody thing in the world so seriously.
Attended The Proposal Screening on Monday as you can see. It was a seriously awesome movie. Honestly, i didn't expect too much from the movie, and neither did my date. But i have a thing for RomComs and Sandra Bullock and boyohboy were we impressed.
It was hilarious watching Sandra do stupid things in the movie. Everyone in the cinema was clapping and laughing. I nearly fell off my seat, i'm not kidding.
Window window. Wall wall. Sweat down on my balls.
Or something like that.
If anyone needs a pick me up, this is the movie to watch. Even though at some point you may get sick of too many funny scenes, it's a very worthwhile movie.
Many thanks to Josh.
By the way, Exam results are out on our Taylor's portal. 3.73 good or bad? I have no idea how college marking works. How did everyone do?
Heineken Green Room tonight. See you there! Not attending Rebellz fashion show or Stuff Mag's anniversary, too bad.
You know, my holidays are coming to an end. By next week, i'd be back in college going along with my everyday routines. Only this time, Nicole will be there. I don't know how much of a difference will that make since she's not in my class.
Yupp, back to the cycle.
I hate it. I love the security of how predictable it can be sometimes, go to class, make noise, eat, go home, but i hate how unproductive it can be, how my life is going nowhere with it. I know how at this age, studying is what i'm suppose to be doing, that studying is productive and it is bringing me somewhere, like helping me to land a job.
But in my books, being productive has a whole different meaning. I've known to be an overachiever and at some point i agree. I push myself over the edge, i want to do just about everything possible in the world, and at the end of it, i'm just never satisfied.
And now, neither am i just satisfied being a college girl. And my part time 'job' of partying, attending events, and shopping is not helping things seem any better.
I want to make my mark in the world, whether in money or in name, it doesn't matter. I just want to do something.
My future seems pretty unsure from where i'm standing.
I do alot, because that's how i am. Dancing, arts, fashion, modeling, my studies are excellent, my mind is like this huge powerful computer, things are processed at lightning speed. That's the thing, i do alot but i'm not superbly great at one thing that i can channel my focus and energy to. It's scattered everywhere. There's nothing that makes you go "Wow".I want that.
Time and time again, i rant about this, about being unproductive. It never stops bothering me that my life is going nowhere at this point.
I've been thinking about my future so much, that i actually look through houses for sale classifieds everyday and deviced up a plan to save for it.
I believe that passion and drive can take you places. That sometimes maybe hope is the only thing we all need to live by. I have been through parts of life, been called a bitch, a skank, a slut. I am of many things. I live a life one can only imagine.
Lionel decided to be a lesbian, and so did i :)
Lionel decided to be a lesbian, and so did i :)
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