Insomnia

You know i don't normally post about how i feel, only when my thoughts are really fucked up.
Well, i can't sleep so bear with me.

It's been weeks.
I called, I texted, I asked you out.
No answer to anything.
I don't know what's going on with you so all i'm saying is what the fuck with wrong with you, waiting for you to correct my answers and by far you haven't.

Goes to show how you treat people in your life huh? Unappreciative, is that the word? Why are you proving everyone right? It's convincing me to think the same.
Yes, i'm mad i'm sure you can tell. And i may say things that hurt and you don't wanna hear but do you think at this point i'd care?
I'm mad.

Maybe this is why your life is how it is and how it always have been.
Think about it.

I can be a complete bitch right now but i won't.
Luckily for you, because you actually were apart of my life.

I understand people come and go, sadly.
And when people leave, i rant.
So sue me.

And no, this is not about some boy.

kisses.

Caught!

Restaurant City addicts!
My class is filled with them.
Nick even wants to steal ingredients.

Somehow i just never got into the hype.
Then again i always get into hypes much later :(

kisses.

The Downside

It takes damn bloody long to upload my pics now!
I'm pissy.

kisses.

Hiatus

Well, have been busy huns.

And not with parties this time.
College, projects, and everything else taking a toll on me.
Thoughts running through my mind.

Not that you care.
As always when a new person shows up in your life.

I skipped the night @ Loft considering the fact I had a video shoot early the next day.

Keep checking back for updates :)
Love ya'll.

kisses.

Video Shoot

My friends are ambitious. Instead of the usual slide show presentation for our MS assignment. We shot a video.

I have a feeling it's just not gonna end here.


Our helping hand.
John+Princess.
:)

Naughty+Nice.



Take 1.

Take 2.

Vanessa's doing the high school musical pose!
Not many shots. We shot the video like crazy in the hot sun. It involves me running and killing people in my pair of painful oxfords.

P.S.: Shots taken with my Baby LX3.

kisses.

A Little Suprise

Panasonic LX 3
;)

Well, as always, there's a painful story behind it, just like every other item i own.
No suprise there.

kisses.

Teaser

Check this out guys ;)

Do you love yourself enough? Click.
♥iheartme♥

;)
...

Best Clubs called last week. VIP invites to Loft on Thursday.
Damn classes.

kisses.

Burn Baby Burn

It was exam week and i barely studied, started 2 days before exam.
Not gonna say much about it though.

Our IMC exam was the most dreadful one.
We had fire drill on that day for the whole Leisure Commerce building. After our first class of IHC, we were let out early. All of em ran up to play restaurant city or some facebook game, i dont know! Only Vanessa and I were studying.

All the while during the fire drill we had books in our hands trying to study.
I was wearing a skirt so i could not sit down or anything.

"Haha, if Michelle sits down on the pavement, surely one whole row of guys will be lining up in front of her staring"

Well, my building had huge ventilation fans! So walking pass them, the whole gang had to walk around me so i don't pull a Marilyn Monroe.

Lol.

IMC notes. This is funny.

We 'borrowed' a class to study.

While Keith on the other hand, falls asleep.

My notes.

After exam, John was high. Then he fell on the table. Literally.

I was going to videotape him acting stupid but too late :p

kisses.

Invention

"I want to invent a machine that simplifies life when i want it to."

I despise incompetent people.

P.S.: I need cash to shop :(

kisses.

A Childhood Past That Never Was

Believe it or not, i've never been to a funfair. My childhood was.. well, complicated.

Each ride cost like RM 6 or 8. So fucked broke end of the night.

I wanna bite her, yumyum :D


HAHAHAHAHA Lionel.


I want real guns :)

I'm very much a poser.








The photographer of the day, my yumyum.

kisses.

Somewhere In Between

;)

kisses.

Quote

"If you don't dream big, what's the use in dreaming?"
-Emily Shackelton

:)

kisses.

The Irony

You start out as strangers.

First conversations are careful, guarded even. Slowly you start to open up, caring less of offending or being judged. You take baby steps, growing closer and closer each day. And then one day out of the blue you find yourself considering this person one of your closest friends. You've shared laughs and tears and so much more.

"We get along so well, we'll always be friends," you think.


And then you're separated. The first few months are okay. You don't hang out as much anymore but are friends nonetheless. But slowly you start to realize you're drifting apart. It's a slow and gradual process. At first it doesn't bother you; it's okay cause growing apart is a natural process, you think. But then days turn into weeks and months, and one day you wake up and realize that you no longer know the person, not anymore. You're gone from being *this* close to just being one of those hi-bye acquaintances.


And it ends, ultimately and ironically,
with you and the person being strangers once more.

Credit: Carmen Chin

kisses.

Exams Are Here

Woah. I'm home early.

Today was our IMC assignment due and ECS exam.
Truth to be told, i barely studied.
During my mid sem break, 90% of the time, i was out.

And of all the essay topics we had to write about for ECS, it was eating disorders.
The irony.

Wrote too long, did not manage to write a conclusion but other than that, it was good.

Hopefully my marks would still be great :(

Can't wait for it all to be over.
Vik, stop harrassing me over the vid! I still love you so fuck off. *hugs*

kisses.

Detention Class @ Bar Club

Start ady la.





Sexay.



Jack humping pole.


Naughty school girl. Sexy Librarian.


The hottest school girl competition:

I was up first :(







Nicole. As always.



Champagne's mine.

My girls are oh-so-hot.

He's happy i won.


Monkey.

Crazy.

William. Eshia. Moi. Brandon. Monkey.


Mamak.

kisses.