Things have gotten so busy around here that if you scroll down on your right sidebar you'd see at the Archive column that my number of posts went down like mad.
Blogging used to be how i let my thoughts roam. It helped to make my thoughts just a little bit clearer when i put it down in words. Cause when i re-read my own posts, i analyze my own words and figure myself a little bit more.
Aurea's 19th @ Luna Bar
Totally psycho, i know.
Right now i'm on a one month mid-semester break. We were assigned countless assignments but i've not even touched ONE. I've been working mostly, and catching up with people i never have time for and figuring what to do with the rest of my life.
Posing aje.
2009 is coming to and end, and it feels like just last week it was the end of 2008. I'm gonna be 19 soon and it freaks me out. Somehow leaping from 18 to 19 seems HUGE to me. Career-wise, i have no idea what to do from here. I'm not great with things staying stagnant, i like change, and i like it when things move forward and progresses. But the thing is, i just started in the industry, what more can i do besides modeling for events and maybe a couple of small scaled shoots? I can't expect much out of my career right now, i know, but i can't stand it being that way either.
I think i feed on change and the adrenaline rush of new things.
She made me take this okay!
I've never been like this, i've always played safe when i was younger. But then i realized i'm never going anywhere if i don't take risks. So i pushed myself to do things i'm afraid of, push myself pass that borderline every single time. And most times, at the end of the day, i feel great.
Maybe i feed on that feeling.
So when i don't get the chance anymore, it sure hell sucks.
Ending the post with a retarded face.
What's next for me? Time can only tell.
Blogging used to be how i let my thoughts roam. It helped to make my thoughts just a little bit clearer when i put it down in words. Cause when i re-read my own posts, i analyze my own words and figure myself a little bit more.
Aurea's 19th @ Luna Bar
Totally psycho, i know.
Right now i'm on a one month mid-semester break. We were assigned countless assignments but i've not even touched ONE. I've been working mostly, and catching up with people i never have time for and figuring what to do with the rest of my life.
Posing aje.2009 is coming to and end, and it feels like just last week it was the end of 2008. I'm gonna be 19 soon and it freaks me out. Somehow leaping from 18 to 19 seems HUGE to me. Career-wise, i have no idea what to do from here. I'm not great with things staying stagnant, i like change, and i like it when things move forward and progresses. But the thing is, i just started in the industry, what more can i do besides modeling for events and maybe a couple of small scaled shoots? I can't expect much out of my career right now, i know, but i can't stand it being that way either.
I think i feed on change and the adrenaline rush of new things.
She made me take this okay!I've never been like this, i've always played safe when i was younger. But then i realized i'm never going anywhere if i don't take risks. So i pushed myself to do things i'm afraid of, push myself pass that borderline every single time. And most times, at the end of the day, i feel great.
Maybe i feed on that feeling.
So when i don't get the chance anymore, it sure hell sucks.
Ending the post with a retarded face.What's next for me? Time can only tell.
kisses.
0 kisses:
Post a Comment