So i'm being cheesy, sue me.
When you're in love, that's how you are. You wanna watch every possible romance movie out there, you chase every fantasy fairytale and dream of that perfect love story complete with 3 kids and a huge white house.
Love makes you crazy, we all know that.
But knowing that has never stopped any of us from falling in love, has it?
Love has made me crazier than i've ever been. Both the good sort of crazy and the bad.
I think i'm going to get people so sick from talking so much about the boyfriend.
The boy was there before Perfectionista started, before the modelling started and before the crazy partying and events started. He loved me when there was nothing much about me to love, when i was that 16 year old smart ass with dreams impossible to reach. Well, i'm still that smart ass and the dreams are now not so impossible, eh?
:)
It's funny we started out as childhood kids and then pulled together by something called faith, National Service and Form 6.
He has always told me he hated National Service and Form 6, but he never regretted it. Cause without them, he wouldn't have met me. Attending National Service was one choice that changed his life. I guess life is all about the decisions we make. One decision can make your life go into a whole different direction.
Back to the topic, the past 2 years and 3 months have been a dream (the first year was more like a nightmare though).Things were and never will be smooth for us but i'm grateful for all that he has brought to my life, for all that he has taught me and for all the times he pulled through with me when he could have left. I've changed from who i was 2 years ago, just like everyone did. And i credit it partially to him. Being older, he knew just a LITTLE more (though i'm still the matured one in the relationship). Getting so comfortable with him entirely has made me more comfortable with myself and in my own skin. That meant not being afraid to show who i am, for real and getting out of my shell. He changed me in ways i've never imagined.
I'm a little louder, and little crazier and so much more in love.
I've never given myself so much to a man as much as i gave to him and up till now, i've never regretted it. We've moved on from our past and living a whole new life together. Sure, we've dreamt of living together, moving in, getting married, kids and all that growing up together stuff, but right now, i'm perfectly happy just being with him.
Can't help falling in love with you, boy.
When you're in love, that's how you are. You wanna watch every possible romance movie out there, you chase every fantasy fairytale and dream of that perfect love story complete with 3 kids and a huge white house.
Love makes you crazy, we all know that.
But knowing that has never stopped any of us from falling in love, has it?
Love has made me crazier than i've ever been. Both the good sort of crazy and the bad.
I think i'm going to get people so sick from talking so much about the boyfriend.
The boy was there before Perfectionista started, before the modelling started and before the crazy partying and events started. He loved me when there was nothing much about me to love, when i was that 16 year old smart ass with dreams impossible to reach. Well, i'm still that smart ass and the dreams are now not so impossible, eh?
:)
It's funny we started out as childhood kids and then pulled together by something called faith, National Service and Form 6.
He has always told me he hated National Service and Form 6, but he never regretted it. Cause without them, he wouldn't have met me. Attending National Service was one choice that changed his life. I guess life is all about the decisions we make. One decision can make your life go into a whole different direction.
Back to the topic, the past 2 years and 3 months have been a dream (the first year was more like a nightmare though).Things were and never will be smooth for us but i'm grateful for all that he has brought to my life, for all that he has taught me and for all the times he pulled through with me when he could have left. I've changed from who i was 2 years ago, just like everyone did. And i credit it partially to him. Being older, he knew just a LITTLE more (though i'm still the matured one in the relationship). Getting so comfortable with him entirely has made me more comfortable with myself and in my own skin. That meant not being afraid to show who i am, for real and getting out of my shell. He changed me in ways i've never imagined.
I'm a little louder, and little crazier and so much more in love.
I've never given myself so much to a man as much as i gave to him and up till now, i've never regretted it. We've moved on from our past and living a whole new life together. Sure, we've dreamt of living together, moving in, getting married, kids and all that growing up together stuff, but right now, i'm perfectly happy just being with him.
Can't help falling in love with you, boy.
kisses.
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ya ala , cheesy betul . geli~ :)
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