The past two weeks have been the busiest in a while. Well, it has it good points, my mind's been kept busy, i can hardly think (or finish my assignment for that matter). Today's break felt good. Last night was the Blackberry Launching at The Republic and the night before is Ellie's Cheerio Day.
I was woken up today to a very pleasant suprise.
Mah Man DJ Monkey on the decks at Vibration Launch.
He followed me to my photoshoot before we headed to The Gardens with Lionel and Aurea for a little retail therapy before dinner courtesy of my friend, The Platinum. Dad's not gonna be happy when the bill arrives. Then again, not like he's ever happy of what i do.
World Ranking 9th: Shawn Lee.
At the mall, i admit, my mind was still in a rush, like how my life is going right now. But it wasn't until everyone left, and it's just us, on my bed, talking the night away, that my heart suddenly sank.
I felt like breaking down.
All these nights i go home at the wee hours in the morning, partially intoxicated (not really), something felt amiss. Things felt empty as i went to bed alone. My mind, usually filled with my overworked imagination, suddenly was an empty black space. There was nothing.
Not in my head, not in my heart.
Change of outfit.
Funny thing was, it was not about the boyfriend. It was not about some guy, or some college issue or anything like that. For once, my life was falling into place, i have my friends and my loved ones, things were close to perfect as it has ever been. But there was a missing link.
I felt it.
One of the best events: DUBBDiGi
Tonight, it's been 5 months. How different things could have been within that short span of time. But within that 5 months, my life went in a whole different direction. 5 months ago, it was the hardest choice i have ever had to make. In the end, that choice was made for me.
The crazy thing is, thinking how different my life would have been.
Truth is, as happy as i am right now, either direction my life goes, i wouldn't regret it.
Because baby, i miss you.
I was woken up today to a very pleasant suprise.
Mah Man DJ Monkey on the decks at Vibration Launch.He followed me to my photoshoot before we headed to The Gardens with Lionel and Aurea for a little retail therapy before dinner courtesy of my friend, The Platinum. Dad's not gonna be happy when the bill arrives. Then again, not like he's ever happy of what i do.
World Ranking 9th: Shawn Lee.At the mall, i admit, my mind was still in a rush, like how my life is going right now. But it wasn't until everyone left, and it's just us, on my bed, talking the night away, that my heart suddenly sank.
I felt like breaking down.
All these nights i go home at the wee hours in the morning, partially intoxicated (not really), something felt amiss. Things felt empty as i went to bed alone. My mind, usually filled with my overworked imagination, suddenly was an empty black space. There was nothing.Not in my head, not in my heart.
Change of outfit.Funny thing was, it was not about the boyfriend. It was not about some guy, or some college issue or anything like that. For once, my life was falling into place, i have my friends and my loved ones, things were close to perfect as it has ever been. But there was a missing link.
I felt it.
One of the best events: DUBBDiGiTonight, it's been 5 months. How different things could have been within that short span of time. But within that 5 months, my life went in a whole different direction. 5 months ago, it was the hardest choice i have ever had to make. In the end, that choice was made for me.
The crazy thing is, thinking how different my life would have been.
Truth is, as happy as i am right now, either direction my life goes, i wouldn't regret it.
Because baby, i miss you.
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