Life's like that. It lifts you up to that euphoric high only to tear you apart to crash and burn. It adds colours to your life, yes. But can life stop messing me up for once! It'd be really nice, thank you.
It's been busier than ever with assignments, friends, and boyfriend.
The fact that my mind is not making any sense to me is not helping either.
I'm trying not to care, i really am.
But how can i not care? When everything matters and i'm trying to be as perfect as i can be. And being perfect means i have to weigh every thought, analyze every situation and handle it the best way that i can, everytime, not missing a thing.
I know things will never be perfect, but it doesn't stop me from trying.
What's so fucked is that life isn't even giving me a chance for that.
When one side of my life is finally fixed, the other screws up and vice versa. It drives me crazy.
My source of pain.
I'm gonna buy this PRADA!
Yupp, i pierced, to the disgust of my boyfriend.
kisses.
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