Life's little changes

Months ago, back in October and months before that. Our lives were pretty much planned out for us. I mean, all we worried about was SPM and how not to screw it up. The big decisions that we have to make haven't arrived yet.. Some of us were still pretty eager to grow up.

And right now, months after that life changing exam, here we are, unsure of ourselves. And all of a sudden, we're making decisions for us and the life we have ahead of us. All of a sudden, we have this huge responsibility by ourselves to not screw it up. And for some of us, our parents let go of it all, hoping we'd handle it well.

I'm 17. I'm young. Why the fuck do i have to carry a responsibility that affects how my future would turn out!

It's really a change, ya know?

From not having to worry bout anything but SPM, back when as far as we see of our future was the end of SPM.
And now, we're making the decision of our lives.
It's scary.

And truth to be told, i'm not ready to grow up.

kisses.