CURRENTLY

It's time to take the next step, whatever it may be.

Thanks guys for having my back. I don't where i'd be without you.

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Showing newest 26 of 34 posts from October 2008. Show older posts
Showing newest 26 of 34 posts from October 2008. Show older posts

Friday, October 31, 2008

China

My dad just left for China today and i just got home.
So i just texted my dad
"Have a save flight."

kisses.

5 minutes ago

Nicole *angel* says:
OIHMYGOD LING!!
* Ling. Juicy. says:
william just returned my gossip girl
* Ling. Juicy. says:
what?
Nicole *angel* says:
IM SO GONNA PUT UP A PICTURE OF YOU
* Ling. Juicy. says:
what pic??????
Nicole *angel* says:
THE UGLY ONE YOU TOOK ON MY BEDD!!
Nicole *angel* says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
Nicole *angel* says:
YES YES YES YES!!
Nicole *angel* says:
LOL
* Ling. Juicy. says:
FUCK YOIU LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
* Ling. Juicy. says:
DUMSHITTTTTTTTTTTT
* Ling. Juicy. says:
QQQUEEEEEEEE
Nicole *angel* says:
You so want a pic right?!
Nicole *angel* says:
hahahha
* Ling. Juicy. says:
make her stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nicole *angel* says:
im so gonna put up that
Nicole *angel* says:
wait for it..
Nicole *angel* says:
LOL
* Ling. Juicy. says:
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* Ling. Juicy. says:
WOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Nicole *angel* says:
hahahahahahhahahaahhahhaha
Nicole *angel* says:
im not that mean la stupid bitch!!
Nicole *angel* says:
lol
* Ling. Juicy. says:
lol
geekness says:
cat fight!!!!
Nicole *angel* says:
but one day i will
Nicole *angel* says:
TRUST ME!!
Nicole *angel* says:
lol
* Ling. Juicy. says:
don't you dare put i up
geekness says:
i love tonyte convo
* Ling. Juicy. says:
lol
Nicole *angel* says:
hahah
geekness says:
put it nic!
Nicole *angel* says:
que is NOT gonna help you
Nicole *angel* says:
hes on my side
Nicole *angel* says:
MUAHAHAHAHHAHA!
Nicole *angel* says:
lol
geekness says:
revenge for facebook pics
geekness says:
hahaha
* Ling. Juicy. says:
wth!!
* Ling. Juicy. says:
you dissapoint me que
* Ling. Juicy. says:
you just dissapoint me
Nicole *angel* says:
hahahah
Nicole *angel* says:
YEAH!!
Nicole *angel* says:
OHMYGOD!!
YEAH
geekness says:
oh no!
Nicole *angel* says:
FUCK YOU WEH! people think im fucking pacad k.
geekness says:
im in dilemma...
geekness says:
hahahaha
Nicole *angel* says:
oh oh.
Nicole *angel* says:
ling is quiet.
Nicole *angel* says:
oh oh.
Nicole *angel* says:
que,
* Ling. Juicy. says:
lol
Nicole *angel* says:
u in troubleeeee * the black way*
* Ling. Juicy. says:
i was tecting
geekness says:
shut it!
geekness says:
i know....
* Ling. Juicy. says:
i was texting
* Ling. Juicy. says:
and blogging
* Ling. Juicy. says:
you were hhumping pacad
* Ling. Juicy. says:
and now
* Ling. Juicy. says:
you hump poles!!!
Nicole *angel* says:
hahahahahah
geekness says:
ouch!
Nicole *angel* says:
YOU PORNSTAR!!
Nicole *angel* says:
haha
* Ling. Juicy. says:
YOU POLEDANCER!!!
Nicole *angel* says:
she admitted it quee!!
Nicole *angel* says:
admit it BITCH!!
lol
geekness says:
i know!
Nicole *angel* says:
hahahah
Nicole *angel* says:
que si like so quiet weh
geekness says:
i read her blog...
* Ling. Juicy. says:
Stupid vaenten's fault
Nicole *angel* says:
we are like the fighting COCKS!!
geekness says:
im enjoying a cat fight here..
Nicole *angel* says:
haha
* Ling. Juicy. says:
i'm so killing GILA GAY MANN tomorrow!!!!!
Nicole *angel* says:
wait till you see it real life * winks*
Nicole *angel* says:
HAHAHHAHAHHHAH!!
* Ling. Juicy. says:
=.=
geekness says:
just dont fight my cocks
geekness says:
hahaha
Nicole *angel* says:
*HORNY FACE* hahahaha LING, you know how to di it!!
Nicole *angel* says:
lol
* Ling. Juicy. says:
i know you've seen alot
* Ling. Juicy. says:
nic you seen BANYAK
Nicole *angel* says:
HAHAHHA
Nicole *angel* says:
shut up la for goodness sake
geekness says:
banyak??
Nicole *angel* says:
dont make me start with my sex stories.
geekness says:
eiuw!!
Nicole *angel* says:
it'll scare ya'll away!!>
Nicole *angel* says:
lol
geekness says:
oh plzzzz!!!
* Ling. Juicy. says:
NO ONE WANTS TO LKNOW
Nicole *angel* says:
hahahahahahahahah

This is you

At 9p.m. i had a terrible time, needed to vent bout art class and the conflict there. Needed to talk to you. I told you that.
You were out since 6. I told you i needed you home not too late and call me, i needed to vent.
At 10 p.m. i had a worse time. With my parents. With her. And you couldnt be bothered replyin cause of dota? What kinda fuckshit excuse is that when your girlfriend needs you?
Then you come to me with your problems. Completely forgetting that i actually had issues. I'm being nice, being a girlfriend i should, i listen, i put up with it. But do you actually know what you're doing?
Did you actually realise what you just did? You left a point i needed you. And for what? dota? And now here you are venting to me, i'm dealing with it nicely.
Not to mention, you forgot to update me bout the whole Sunway thing.
Thank you for being an asshole boyfriend.

kisses.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Tagged by Q

THE SELF
[01] Real name: Lee Suet Ling
[02] Nickname: Ling, SL, Mich, Michelle, baby, sayang, hun, babe, bitch, woman, gila lesbian lady, pornstar, lesbo partner.
[03] Status: taken
[04] Zodiac Sign: Leo and proud of it.
[05] Gender: female.
[06] Age: 17
[07] High School: SMK Bandar Baru Seri Petaling
[08] College: Taylor's college next year :)
[09] Height: 167 cm around that
[10] Weight: 49kg
[11] Do you like yourself: pretty much most times
[12] Piercings: both ears.
[13] Right or left: right
[14] Are you a freak : yes
[15] Hair: mid length dark wavy beach curls. gonna colour it soon.
[16] Skin: i'm yellow skinned. like langsat.
[17] Allergic: i have the weirdest allergies : Mee Siam and watermelon.
[18] What are you doing now: erm, blogging? texting and listening to awesome songs on my awesome speakers.
[19] What will you doing 1 hour later: study or go for a run?
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: being famous ;)

THE FAMILY
[21] Live: whole family+maid+sister's boyfriend occasionally.
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: Sister, May.
[24] Youngest: Bro, dumbass
[25] Love/hate your family: love em

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: i guess?
[27] If yes, who is he/she: for me to know and for you to find out
[28] Who you want he/she to be: i love him the way he is.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: this is my fifth serious one.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: never really tried all the way
[31] Anyone woo you before: yes
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yea and i'm sorry for that.
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: ermm, can't say.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: all the time
[35] You with your other half since: 17th August 2007
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straight as a pole
[37] Reasons you love your other half: everything he is
[38] You and your other half in which stage: stage? i don't get it
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: he made the move
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: yea, we did.

And whoever wrote this has bloody bad English.

THE FRIEND
[41] Your first best friend: First? back when i was 7 it was Siew Foong
[42] Your first enemy: Trust me, i can't remember.
[43] The friends you love the most: I can give you a whole list: My close friends, my dance friends, the gila gang outside and even those i just met.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): I don't consider her my enemy.
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: All my girls.
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: haha. i gotta say KuanSing, he was an ex. And Que( i'm sure he's damn perasan now)
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: don't work for their dreams
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: has no confidence and are annoying.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: yea. a few times.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: my current lover is one of my best friend and will forever be my best friend.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: confront that bitch and fight back. not care if the person is a loser
[52] If your friend betray you: depends who
[53] If your friend woo your lover: should i care? i'm so much better ;)
[54] If your friends fall in love with you: depends on the situation.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: shit

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: not really.
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: nope.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Ms. Liew, Pn.Wan, Mr. Siew, Mrs.Lim
[59] Always late to school/college: not really
[60] Your class: is awesome
[61] You love your seniors: some
[62] Senior who you love the most: lol. no one specific
[63] Your classmates good/bad: are as awesome as i am. Some at least.
[64] Excellent result classmate: WeiYing
[65] Laziest classmate: a huge bunch of us.

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: WeiYing
[67] Stupid people: haha. not saying.
[68] Good looking people: me.. and Nicole my babe.
[69] Ugly people: people with an ugly heart and everyone knows who that is.
[70] Funny people: My Gila Gay Mann, Weng Lord, Mark(sadly)
[71] Cute people: me as well.. and Amelia and Tyng.
[72] Bad people:
[73] Honest people: WeiYing & Amelia & Kim Loong
[74] Acting people: huh?
[75] You are what kind of people: i am of many things. i live a life one can only imagine ;)
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: in what sense? i wanna be taller, 5'8"
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous if wanna be, or when i'm drunk
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both
[81] Listener or talker: both
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic. rich comes close second though.
[83] Good husband or Good Father: i don't have a dick =.=

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: facebook said i'll be married in 4 years and 1 month. i'll be 21.
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 3
[86] Career: if i grow taller, a model? if not, i'll settle with just being a famous socialite. i'll dabble into acting or dancing.
[87] Salary: billions
[88] Retirement age: does it matter?
[89] Properties value: ditto.
[90] Wishes: happiness. love. my dreams into reality. And whoever wrote this, hopefully improves his/her English.

THE VICTIMS
whoever that happens to read this. That means you Nic, and you KimLoong, and you Tyng. And everyone else :)

kisses.

From then till now

I still believe in love.
...
Had a pretty good day in school. Imagine running round running errands then hanging out with close friends, while having my two other close friends text me (cause they weren't in school and college). I got my Gila Gay Mann's bangle.
=)
The only downside was that i binged like fuck yet again and KimLoong wasn't there.
Have to fast tomorrow.

kisses.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Buckcherry- Sorry

Remember when you gave me this song?

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad,
I'm sorry you're blue,
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I can't take it back
I love how you kiss,
I love all your sounds,
and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say
I'm sorry:

This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad, I
'm sorry you're blue,
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss,
I love all your sounds,
and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad,
I'm sorry you're blue,
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss,
I love all your sounds,
and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

kisses.

Apology

I'm sorry for the things i've done. The mistakes, the hurt and the harm.
I screwed things up this time, and i know it clearly that the fault was all mine.


I felt guilty enough to tell. And i probably told at the worst time. Just when things were perfect between us, things were great and for once it felt like nothing could tear us apart, i had to open my big mouth. Just when you finally depended on me, i has to mess things up.


I feel like crap, but i know this is what i get. I wanted to make ammends, i wanted an honest relationship all the way. So i told.


I'm making ammends. Not holding a grudge but doesn't mean that we're even. I don't care, my point wasn't to get even, i'm not that low. Cause eventhough we both made mistakes it doesn't cancel each other out, we still made them. And now it's just trying to trust each other again and working on that.


It doesn't mean that our mistakes cancel each other out.


I love you and you mean alot to me. No other guy has made such a huge impact on my life and trust me when i say i don't think anyone else loves you or care about you nearly as much as i do.


We both know it since the beginning, we're two of a kind. Despite our never ending fights, we know that we're perfect together, no one else has what we have.
We're different.





kisses.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

McDonalds&Memories

Yesterday I went out for lunch/tea/ dinner. Spent the entire afternoon waking people up. Lol. My friends are just stupidly weird (Don't worry, i still love you guys). So from our original plan of lunch at 2p.m. moved to 3p.m. to 4p.m..

I was sleepy cause someone was texting me middle of the night when i was falling asleep and another text me way early in the morning to go out.


So we left about 4 something and just are hanging out. Went to Ampang then Cheras. Then back again. We were running out of seats in the car so one of em had to sit in the boot. And the driver drives fuck scary. Haha. Damn gila. Spent the whole time catching up and binge eating since i haven't seen them in like a week plus?

They were all going on bout my FENDI glasses. Lol.




"Your bloody glasses can feed how many people ya know??"
"I like laa. Why you making so much noise??"
"Because i love you and i care not to let you spend so much."
"Really? Or are you just jealousssssss."
"Yea.. maybe a little. But i know i can borrow it anytime so it's okayyyyyyyyyy"

So i got home about 8? HouMing and all drinking in the night but i stayed home to study Add Maths instead and on the phone with Amelia and texting Que and Nicole. Now KimLoong, say you're proud of me that i stayed home.

x)

...
I was looking through some old pictures when i found this:



And



I was 14 at that time. And the lower picture, my hand looks skeletal and deformed. Both were before i hit my lowest weight. I don't have pictures of my lowest weight.

kisses.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Here's to you.

I'm a bitch but at least i admit it. And i'm a bitch only to those i think deserve it. Not to my friends, or boyfriend.

But you, that's another story.

So here's to you, bitch.
;)
cheers!

kisses.

Myself?

Anyway, i got the link from Leon Woon.

How true this is i don't know cause at one point it contradicts.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

LINK

kisses.

Mum's birthday

So Saturday was mum's birthday. The entire family plus grandma, sister's boyfriend and William went out for dinner. William and i was broke to get my mum anything. He only had RM100 and so do i (we still need cash for our Starbucks and cab) only then i remembered bout my VISA!


I was so bloody excited after that cause at least i'm not that broke. Got my mum a white GUESS purse.
x)
William came over early to hang out while i got ready. Then the ol' gang went to Tony Roma's Gardens.


William's steak. =)
Our very very very bad Long Island.
Brother looks funny. Me. Older Sis.
Dad&Mum.
We had to fix the Long Island.

HAHA.


BLACKMAIL!!!

Us.

kisses.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Lunch at Starhill Gallery

Yesterday was lunch at Jogoya, Starhill Gallery and i think a total of 37 of us were there. I woke up late at 11.30 a.m. and had to rush cause Tyng's dad was nice enough to give me a ride (Thanks uncle!). So my mum and i were damn lost on the way to Tyng's house.

Tyng and i reached there early so we roamed around looking at really pretty stuff. Tyng spotted a red bottega veneta bag she loved and i found things all over that i want. we plan to get fuck ass rich when we grow up and buy whatever we want. HAHA

Owh, i showed her the bar which i got drunk at the last time. That Shook! bar.

Food at Jogoya was awesome. Tons of variety. All of us got lost in the restaurant with the fuck confusing paths. Tyng and i got there early so we had a headstart of food before the rest of em arrived.
muahahahaa.


Amelia suprised i was actually eating. (See Eshia, i ate.) I was telling Ms.Liew there's bar downstairs. We gonna go minum after SPM.
LOL.
We went to shop at Pavilion after. Coach. Juicy. The usual.

Here are some pictures but most are still with WeiYing so i'll only get em another day.


ME&TYNG
WE WERE BORED



I SHARED FOOD WITH TYNG. MY FENDI SHADES =)

WEIYING& AMELIA.
MS.LIEW's HENNA. IT's SO COOL.


BALLSSSSS!!

Ms.LIEW's BIRTHDAY GIFTS.






ME&AMELIA.




OUR DKNY BABE: WEIYING.


CHUKEAN.

KAWAH.

DON'T ASK WHAT I WAS DOING WITH THE COCONUTS.


THE GUYS.

SHE's GONNA KILL ME FOR PUTTING THIS UP.
AMELIA& HER NEW GUCCI


LAST BUT NOT LEAST ;)


kisses.

P.S.: KimLoong, now that you know the price of my Fendi, don't taunt me on my spending x)

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Life

I was reading Aurea's blog and i found this really interesting. Yes i actually attempted trying.



...

It's about why wedding ring is worn on the fourth finger‏
Thumb represents your Parents Second
Index finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth finger represents your Life Partner
Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back and Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below):




Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents) they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later.Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings) they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children) they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day. Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your fourth fingers (representing your spouse). You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT because life partner have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin

Interesting ain't it?

credit: http://www.aurea-ness.blogspot.com/

kisses.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Thoughts

The reason i get worked up over the littlest things in my life is cause every little thing is special. It's the idea where if that one little thing screws up, everything else is just not right enough. That's why i get paranoid, i keep wanting to fix things all the time to make sure everything is just alright and nothing is out of place. I'm pretty much a perfectionist when it comes to my private life. It used to be all about school and work, and now it affects my relationship with everyone.

If there is a little tension at all or something just doesn't feel right with my friends or my family or my boyfriend, i get worked up over it. Sometimes even when it's not even worth it, i would. Only later to realise that it's not even a big deal. It still takes a toll on me emotionally. I still don't get why i think overly too much.


Yea, i'm an insecure perfectionist.
Bear with me.


...


I got






FENDI glasses


=)



kisses.

Saturday.












i think i left some so check out www.aurea-ness.blogspot.com . i'm still waiting for the rest of the pictures to get online =)
will post bout friday another time. got a very funny video of Nicole. Just you wait!


Me.

I feel lonely. When right now, logically i shouldn't be. But it's a sense of feeling torn from the world and all 6.5 billion people in it. Yea, that's how it is.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Relationship

Okay, i had something to say about a minute ago and now i forgot.

Let me remember first.

In the meantime,

...

Thanks Nicole for everything, i mean it.

Thanks.
Sorry.
Love ya.

Monday, October 20, 2008

A break.

After a binge on purge relapse on Thursday (..sorry..) and boozing on Friday night and Saturday night like crazy. I need a break. My body needs a break.
So i spent the entire day yesterday trying to recover from 3 nights of puking.
Not fun.
I don't exactly remember what happened on Friday after pool and shisha. All i know was that i came home with videos and pictures of our drunken selves. And i remember i had a great night with all of em. Then went stumbling home at 3.30 a.m.
Thanks babe and you guys!
...
Saturday was interesting. Before, during and after. It was a you just had to be there situation. The guys looked fucking scary with our make up on em.

There was about 20-30 of us?
HouMing and I have pretty nails. Haha.
I don't really remember much.
Except the stupid games that had me doing shots. Ryan was wearing William's clothes. Then HouMing was drunk and handling a knife to cut/stab his cake while we were singing all damn high. HouMing was trying a breakdance battle with Joshua, whatever that is about..Then i was dancing with Tracy. And then William came in. And Tracy was yelling GET A ROOM and something bout she's jealous of us? And i remember puking and William's mum talking. And then Tracy took care of me. William and i passed out in his room. Mani came in and stupidly playing the guitar, i told him to get out so William can rest. And he was bragging how his mission to get me drunk succeeded and i'm gonna rat him out to his cousin.
Anyway, i'd post pictures when i get my hands on em.
I'd just like to say thanks to some that night.
Tracy for being there the entire night before, during and after.
Aurea for being concerned.
HouMing for being the noisy ass who keeps asking me ARE YOU OKAY even when he's not okay. And for his hugs and his santa hood i keep taking.
Mani, for, erm, waking me up in time(not for getting me drunk on purpose though).
Vik (is that his name?) for sending me home at 3a.m.
Again to HouMing for trying to somehow do me a favour, not that it worked out anyway.
And William for hosting it.
Now i gotta go study.

kisses.

Friday, October 17, 2008

5 minutes ago.

Nicole: It's about me right?
SL: No, i got it on the internet.
Nicole: YOU COPYRIGHT STUFF YOU WHORE!!!
SL: NOT LIKE YOU DON'T!!!
Nicole: Write something bout me.
SL: You think you so great la now.
Nicole: Of course i am. I am the most perfect person in the world.
SL: fuck you la.


SL: I AM MORE PERFECT-ER THAN YOU.

haha. she's bathing her dog now.

To every guy out there.

be kind to her & appreciate her while you have her
because when she's gone & has moved on
she'll find someone who treats better than you.
no matter how much she loves you -- you won't have her again
so while she's by your side,
while she still wants you, want her...
appreciate her because second chances don't come often enough,
& forever is a long time to miss her.
kisses.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Goodies

I went to MidValley yesterday at about 12.30p.m.. William's dad dropped me cause it was on the way to work or something? He said cabs are dangerous.


I wanted to shop alone for once, just me and my thoughts. I spent about RM400++ on clothes, accesories, groceries and got William and Daniel their dinner of McD and Big Apples.
Some photographer was staring while i was walking so i was being nice and i smiled.

I still want more. Just shop like how i used to. Those all day shopping sprees that i end the day with sore feet and a long island with someone to cuddle up with.


My mum owes me God knows how many months' allowance so i might be shopping soon :)

I want more Juicys and Fendis.
...
This weekend i can't wait. Friday night's party and Saturday's as well. Nic is praying Friday's party is gonna be filled with hot guys. Lol. They rented the entire floor of the club, and she's praying for hot guys.
Saturday is gonna be booze filled as always i'm guessing. Gothic themed, which means i'll be putting eyeliner on the guys. LOL. Funny la.

kisses.

Stupid conversations

SL: Ya know that song Love is Gone, what genre is it?
KL: Depression


V: When i smoke, you guys are also around me so ya'll suck in smoke too.
SL: Yea, actually i get so used to it i actually like it.
KL: Smoke smells like Twisties.


NM: She's my best friend and my girlfriend.
SL: NM, my lesbo partner!!!


NM: Does a gay man have a girlfriend?
SL: Dude, they're gay. They'll have BOYfriends. Unless of course they just want to find a girl to fuck. Then yea la, they have girlfriends.
NM: Eyh, that guy is gay kay? He watches gay porno and shit like that.
SL: Eww.


Q: Hey babe, what's up? I'm playing worms
SL: Playing worms...=.=


SL: Ehmygawd, i suck at pool. Malu la wanna play with ya'll.
Q: Yeah, you suck.


V: Eyh, my mom calling me to go down now " come down nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"
SL: On the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy


S: ManU sucks!
WL: Yea, ManU sucks!
SL: I rock!


SL: Don't work in Topshop. Employee benefit sucks.
A : And there's alot of gay guys there.
SL: =.=
A : I'm gonna work with gay guys next time!!! Haha.


J: Hey the Hot&Fabulous.
PY,SL&ML: Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
(yes, i find that really funny and stupid)


ML: Omg, i look so hot in this.
SL: Eww, i look so much hotter.
SLD: =.= bimbos.


SL: I'm gonna wear a black top and white skirt.
WC: Don't start dancing on tables that night.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Frenemies

Lol. Such a fucked up word.
I was flipping through CLEO October issue at McD this morning and there was some interview on Blake Lively (Gossip Girl Serena Van Der Woodsen) and there was a word 'Frenemies'.
It's a funny thing that word even exists.
Why the hell you do wanna pretend to care about someone whom you clearly, volunteerily kicked their ass out of your life.
Hold on, my brother is asking me to smell wood...
Aite.
Anyway, to me, it's either you're in my life or you're out. It's as simple as that. Why would you call someone you don't care about entirely, your friend? If you care just a teensy-weensy bit then why the hell do you wanna choose to be enemies?
So it all doesn't make sense to me.
Technically when you hate someone, they're still your friends.
As the quote goes;
The opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference. When you hate someone, you still care.
Would blog longer cept, i gotta study.
;)

kisses.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Five Arts Centre

Mengq Yek came over my place today earlier and right now he's involved in this performance by the Five Arts Centre.

I'm proud of him doing what he loves now. 3 years ago i remember having a conversation late middle one night on whether he should attend this audition he got invited to or exams. Obviously at that time he picked exams cause he was still sitting for SPM. But yea, now i'm glad he chose to pursue his passion as well.




He's pendek though. Haha.




I miss him loads.



Details: http://www.fiveartscentre.org/
kisses.

Amelia's blog

She finally and i quote- officially- has a blog.

VivaLaVidaAmelia

We had a study group which went pretty okay except we ended up pigging out on McD and lepaking than actually studying.

;)

Monday, October 13, 2008

Teva's birthday

Pictures another day.


It was fun. Like, really. Food was good eventhough i didn't have much. We all danced like gila. I didn't stop one bit and by the time everyone was burned out on the couch i was still up. Midway, i fell sick. Face was fucking hot and wanted to drop dead there and then. We were all high on energy (not booze). The slideshow was really sweet =) both Teva's and FongFong's.


There's this little kid, Devion or something, he's so adorable trying to break dance. Seriously, cutest little kid i've seen in a while.



Before the party, i spent the morning lepaking and breakfasting.

I spent the entire morning waking em up. Geez, these people can't wake up.


"Wake up laaaaaaaaaa! Bangunnnnnnnn"


Lol. Finally they woke up and we went to mamak at like 11 a.m. We bumped into Galwyn and that other guy, i met at the party who asked for my number.


Midway into them eating, me with my usual diet coke. Someone called me and i just stared at the screen. I didn't know whose number it was so i picked up.


"Hello"

"Hello Suet Ling. What are you doing?"

"Ermmmm...out?"

"Suet Ling, i'm Shereen ah, do you remember me?"


...Owh fuck...


"Ermm, yea Shereen i'm busy right now. I'll call you back later"


And then i hung up. I had that wtf look on my face and Nic was asking what?! what?!.


Yupp, that was Shereen. That other stalker girl who called me her best friend after 3 text messages and asked when my period comes. =.=


She's back.


There's always some weird person that's stalking.


Anyway, after mamak we went over to Nic's place cause she haven't bathe the day before. Que called me Big Head. Eventhough his head is especially small. Kepala Kecil.


We went to drive round after that to search for some bar. Then they sent me home.


And i went to lepak with William binge eating like pigs like we always do. We had potato chips, Australia's instant noodles and tons of Sprite. We spent the time at his place before my ballet lesson and by the time i was gonna leave, he was cuckoo a bit. High on sugar. Going weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ and i haven't even given him his 42 below i promised. Gila.



"Hou Ming. Something's wrong with William. He's Cuckoo. Kepala rosak!!"

"Oh fuck?! We're coming over now with medicine. Tie him up and stay a few feet away! It could be contagious!"


Funny la.


...


Something's wrong with my phone. It's so damn new. I can't seem to press the button number 1 and 3. And stupid phone hang so many times. I wanna change my phone.


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