The reason i get worked up over the littlest things in my life is cause every little thing is special. It's the idea where if that one little thing screws up, everything else is just not right enough. That's why i get paranoid, i keep wanting to fix things all the time to make sure everything is just alright and nothing is out of place. I'm pretty much a perfectionist when it comes to my private life. It used to be all about school and work, and now it affects my relationship with everyone.
If there is a little tension at all or something just doesn't feel right with my friends or my family or my boyfriend, i get worked up over it. Sometimes even when it's not even worth it, i would. Only later to realise that it's not even a big deal. It still takes a toll on me emotionally. I still don't get why i think overly too much.
Yea, i'm an insecure perfectionist.
Bear with me.
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I got
FENDI glasses
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