Apology

I'm sorry for the things i've done. The mistakes, the hurt and the harm.

I screwed things up this time, and i know it clearly that the fault was all mine.

I felt guilty enough to tell. And i probably told at the worst time. Just when things were perfect between us, things were great and for once it felt like nothing could tear us apart, i had to open my big mouth. Just when you finally depended on me, i has to mess things up.

I feel like crap, but i know this is what i get. I wanted to make ammends, i wanted an honest relationship all the way. So i told.

I'm making ammends. Not holding a grudge but doesn't mean that we're even. I don't care, my point wasn't to get even, i'm not that low. Cause eventhough we both made mistakes it doesn't cancel each other out, we still made them. And now it's just trying to trust each other again and working on that.

It doesn't mean that our mistakes cancel each other out.

I love you and you mean alot to me. No other guy has made such a huge impact on my life and trust me when i say i don't think anyone else loves you or care about you nearly as much as i do.

We both know it since the beginning, we're two of a kind. Despite our never ending fights, we know that we're perfect together, no one else has what we have.

We're different.

kisses.